Whatever lies beyond this morning is a little later on. Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all.Nothing's like before.
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Name: Erin
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
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Birthday: 1/19/1990
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Tuesday, February 08, 2005

Well children, this is over with. Here's something new:
http://www.xanga.com/imperfect_rapture

All my love and more,
Erin


Holy shit, what a day from hell. First, I woke up in a decent mood, and my mother starts giving me the silent treatment. I can count the total of words she said to me this morning, which was four. "Erin, wake up." and "Bye." Piss me off. Whatever.
So then, I have a good reason to be in a bitchy mood today, and I think most will get that. Yes, well. Everything was 'fine' until everybody started to point out my growth or whatever the hell you want to call it. That pissed me off. It's like, "Yes. It's my body. I had no clue that there was bajillions of red splotches all over it. Really." But today was the last steriod, and if anything, this shit is getting worse. Rawr.
Okay, then the thing to really make my day. In Ag., Josh Cleary sits in front of me and David Zellars sits on the opposite side of the room. Note the fact that I never really liked David to begin with. Well Josh was really trashing on him good, and yes, I was amused. But I acted like I wasn't listening. It was quite apparent at how pissed David was getting, but whatever. The next thing I knew, I felt the corner of a nice sized hardcover book hit me above the fucking eye. Wow. Erin was pissed. But I stayed calm. Imagine that. I think it was David Reigal who was yelled, "Who the fuck threw that at her?!" Bless his heart. But of course David Zellars didn't mean it and continued to apologize the whole period..well, that he was actually in the room. Mrs. Williams sent him to the office. Yes, I was pissed, but I could tell David really meant it when he was apologizing, so it's fine. Although, repeated "Are you okay?"'s throughout the period was annoying too. I hate when people ask shit like that. Just like if one of your pets/family/friends die and they say "I'm so sorry." That bugs me for some reason.
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Yeah. That was rambling. But thought I should let you all know. Now I'm heading down to Nicole's.


All my love,
Erin
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Good luck Kristine! I know you can do better than fourth place ;) Call me or something when you get home to know how it went!


Monday, February 07, 2005

Alright, someone give me a good word that would go with 'anchored' in a screename. And please, don't say 'hearrrts'. My brother is such a sped, but I love him.

Me: what's a good word that would go with anchored?
Me: like, for a screename
Erik: hmmm
Erik: haha. oh man i got it
Erik: anchored hearrrts
Erik: wait, too big
Me: well, it's not for aim..and that's really corny erik
Erik: haha. well its got arrr
Me: wow
Me: i can't make an ocean-like reference without you getting pirate lingo involved, can i?
Erik: probably not
Erik: ESPECIALLY not anchored
Erik: thats begging pirate lingo

It's either nothing, or imperfect_rapture as a new screename. Help me out kids.


All my love,
Erin


She is really pissing me the fuck off a lot lately.


This is frusturating.
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Sorry for not showing up in school today kids. Didn't feel like putting up with any crap.
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My mom is probably pissed I took off, but you know what, whatever. I hardly got any sleep, so yeah. It's funny how extremely tired I can get, but am still not able to sleep because of all these thoughts.
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Y'know, this is kind of random and really has nothing to do with the 'topic' of this post, but yeah. I forgot to say thank you last night. Not because I'm trying to have good manners or anything, but because I mean it. When you were giving me a hug and you said "It'll be alright.." I really don't think you know how much that meant to me. Truly.
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I guess I should go call my mother, see how mad she is. Now that I think about it, I think this is the third Monday in a row I wasn't at school. Last Monday I had to go to the doctor, and the last Monday..oh wait, no. We had off last Monday, but I wasn't there last Tuesday because of my sore throat. Oh well. If this stupid rash doesn't go away once my steriods are through, that'll be another day out of school. Wow. Haha. Once again, oh well.
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This is pointless and needs to stop now.


All my love,
Erin



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